Thursday, 30 September 2010

I see the sparkle of a million flashlights,
A wonder wall of stars,
But the one that's shining out so bright,
Is the one right where you are.





I love this song. One of my fav <3


FINDERS KEEPERS.

I found you so I get to keep you. kannnnnnnnn? I want to! hihi :")




I draw this at school today. Hihi comel tak? :D

Wednesday, 29 September 2010

AWWWWW !
Can I have one of this? I always wanted a boyfriend bear. lol :P


A,

EVERY SECOND IN MY LIFE, I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
Oh how I miss this boy :S

London Loves,

My day was kind of awesome. I had a laugh! Thanks to the gfs. lol they always make me happy. THAT IS WHY I HAVE AN AWESOME SCHOOL LIFE. lol. Anywys we saw hairdresser and chocolate bar today. AWWWW :") hairdresser as usual. AWWWEEESOMEEE. cute! hahaha and chocolate bar, yeah cute. lol. Rebecca and mayran doesn't really care about him. It was just me. but however, I loike hairdresser more. He is cute! Hahaha. bullshits :P

oh oh and and today, chocolate bar got the same bus as me. OH EM GEE. I loikeeee hihi :B He looked. Aww me is very happy but I'm not inlike with him anymore. I just get excited when I see him. No more the lovey dovey feeling. Aww congrats for me. I'm awesome. Hahahha.

That was pretty much what I wanted to wrote. Nothing more interesting. I know even what I wrote is not even considered interesting. That is because I have a boring life. Oh yeah, I do but I ROCK. (Y) lol.

Whatevs hahaha ;)
Who thinks Phineas And Ferb is boring?
ME !
but I still watch them when I'm bored because I have a sad life. lol.





Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting everytime
And as I stared I counted the webs from all the spiders
catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
stop this pain tonight



I MISS YOU :'(

Tuesday, 28 September 2010

JUST FOUND ANOTHER £20. NOW I HAVE £252.





HURRAY! 5 MONTHS TO GO XD

P.s : I'm bad at editing pictures.




At last I took a picture like this. Like I've always wanted. I just love my stuff <3
lol
Je m'ennuie de mon prince charmant :(




I REALLY REALLY DO. I WANT YOU BADLY LIKE I WANT CHOCOLATE THAT I HAVE NOT EATEN FOR MONTHS.
*True on the want you badly part but ofc not true on the chocolate part. Duh :D
OH AND I'M OUT OF CLOTHES, T-SHIRT, DRESSES !
I wanna go shopping badly but I can't because I'm saving up my money for my baby :(





MY WARDROBE SERIOUSLY NEED FASHION POLICE.
I now have £235 in my savings.
£300 or so and I finally can get my very own baby.
I CAN'T WAITTTTTT :B

Mom and dad said they gonna pay a little sum of money. Just to support me.
Yeay thank youuuuu <3>
Pray that I don't use the money. Pray. Pray. Pray. Amin hihi :)

Monday, 27 September 2010

Sunday, 26 September 2010

Merdeka Carnival 2010










IT WAS AWESOME.

I got to meet Afdlin Shauki and Johan. Also got their autograph. Aweeesomeee. lol. So this happened on Saturday. The whole day was absolutely great. I helped Gerai Dinamik selling foods. Again, it was awesome. I feel like doing it again! lol. There was pretty much a lot of people came to our booth. There was Soto daging and ayam, Rojak Buah, Prawn Briyani, Kuih Batik, Pulut rendan, Nasi Goreng, Chocolate Cake and drinks. AWEEEESOMEEE. Hahaha. I don't know why but I feel like saying awesome so many times because IT IS JUST AWESOME. lol :D

Anywys, everything was great. Liked it. Loved it. Enjoyed it. THUMBS UP FOR THAT DAY :)

Thursday, 23 September 2010

I don't need a parachute,
baby if I've got you,
Baby if I've got you,
I don't need a parachute,
You're gonna catch me,
You're gonna catch if I fall.

I'm not being a two face.

I don't know which side to choose.

I hate, well more to dislike when people say things about my siblings. Even though close family or friends. It's just a dislike thing to like. Ignore the sentence. If anyone say things about my brother or sisters officially I will defend them but this is my parents i'm talking about. I don't dislike them. OFFICIALLY. they are my parents but I just don't like what they say behind my brother's back. It's just not nice. Kalau ye pun, wait until your in the room lah kan. Because by talking at the back, doesn't mean my brother can't hear and listen to it. This just happen. Not just now. Before. Dulu. In the past. Yeah. I just don't know. I really really hate it because then my brother will get upset and I will feel like screaming and I geram. It's not my parent's fault to be mad at my brother but from my opinion, wait till in the room. Then say everything. Not while your watching tv -_-

I'm not saying I don't talk behind my brother's back. I do but officially not somewhere he could hear. I say things about him but then I will defend him. Yeah two faced? Hm. I should start to shut my mouth and say nothing. That is just the perfect thing to do.

Tuesday, 21 September 2010

I lovelovelovelovelove this kid ! <3>

I can't seem to tell you what I sometimes want to. I don't know why i'm scared when I'm not supposed to. Your my life and I should be able to tell you whatever I want right? But nah, I'm afraid -__-

I don't know what the hell is wrong with me ....





P/s : I'm back on tumblr ;)

Sunday, 19 September 2010

Goodbye,

Noooooooooooooo! :( I don't wanna go to school, mom. Can we please press Ctrl+Del whenever it's monday? Daym I seriously don't wanna go to school. This weekend had been fun but tiring. I didn't got a chance to have my own time. Ahhh poor me :/

Haha. Kay so this means I have to be offline now. I will try so hard to be away from my laptop. I need to. Laptop, u bitch. Stay away! lol.

I'm off. Bye sexy humans <3

Hahahaha this is why I adore panda. They are so cute! :P
THIS IS AWESOME! I wanna try this. gosh :O hahahah.

HAHAHAHA lawak :p
My life would not be awesome if you aren't in it baby.
you rock <3

Haha.
There may be guys who are more handsome than you but they got nothing on you.They don't have what you have. Which is my heart :")

No matter what happen. I will keep loving you.
Even as a friend. I will.

Since everyone, I mean my friends are not gonna online till PMR ends, so am i ;) Walaupon tak amik PMR, facebook gonna be boring. So yeah starting tonight i'm gone :)


Saturday, 18 September 2010

I'm out (Y)

Aww! This is cute and YES. You make me smile whenever you are not even trying to because you are the happiest thing that has happen to me and still is :)

Hahahaha.
"I'll be your umbrella. Together, we'll stand to weather the storm."


CYPSHTMASASTYLMTBICAY :(

I'm starting to like writing like this because I have more privacy and I will only tell these to the special people ;)

-Everytime I'm cold, I think of you because of what I asked you in the cinema. My head just directly think of that when i'm cold because I miss it badly. I miss you :'(

Friday, 17 September 2010

Ma mere et moi conversation

Ahhh finally, some time with the laptop! hihi . So i'm currently in my room doing nothing. I just finished helping mom with tomorrow things. Not totally finish though. Yang lain sume buat esok :)

Hoping tomorrow will be aweeeesomeeee :B I hope everything goes smooth as planned.

Anywys, petang tadi me and my mom went to the new house that we're gonna move in. Naik bus ofc cause my dad was stuck in a jam so he asked us to go first. It was my first time seeing the house. My mom and my dad already have seen it. Oh oh! Otw there dalam bus, I was standing at the place where baby carriage are at and then at this one bus stop. Walaweyh budak hot tiga org naik. Drng pon berdiri dkt tmpt that I was standing. Sorang sebelah, dua depan. HIHI. I was like "ohmygoddddd, cair!!" HAHA. They were mixed indian I guess. Indian + British. They were awesomely cute :B Then bila dah sampai our bus stop. Dah keluar otw pegi the house, I asked my mom :

Ibu, hensem en yg dkt dlm tadi. yang indian tu :B
A'ah tu lahh. Ibu pon tgk jgk. Hensemmmm.
Haaa kan kan?! Wa suka yg depan wa tu. Alahai comel!
Yg dekat sblh wa tu pon comel hensem.
tu lah. Drng mcm indian kan?
Tu lahh. Agaknye mix kot. tu yg hensem tu.
Tu lah sebabnye wa suka diri dekat situ. Selalu sangat hensem hensem diri situ. Keliling badan ada :B
Haha. apelah.
tapi mmg hensem kan dua dua tu?
Tu lah, yg sorang lg tu pon hensem. Mase drng naik bus td, ibu mcm 'woah smartnye'
hahaha tu lahh. Eh nak suami mcm tu eh eh?
Ishh astarghfirullahalazim.
Alaaaa hensem kot bu. Ni nak start cari nih XD

Then I kept continue saying " hensem hensem hensem en en en en!"

HAHAHAHA. I was like woah mom. You gotta be serious. For the first time, you support me about boys. Hell yeah. I'm happy :D

Awwww indian mix boys, come to me! pretty pweaseeeee :")


Ehhhh tersesat pulak gamba laki nihh XD

Baru je cakap dgn sys nyna pasal benda ni :)
Yeahhhhhh :D

While I was kopek-ing bawang, I wanted to say my sister's name but instead I said rihanna.


HAHAHAHAHA wth right? :DDDD


Today at school, I saw him AGAIN ♥ twice. hihi. and awwwwwww, I saw him buckled :D HAHA. Me and mayran was otw to english class and we were making our way to the stairs. At first, I didn't saw him at all and then when I turned my head to the left a bit, I saw him. Our eyes met and I he buckled after that. Then he looked away. HAHA awww comel :)

lmao. Pastu after the lunch bell rang, we went to science. n then I saw some six forms coming from this one place, so I stand infront of my science class (at the door) because I knew he was going to come that way and yeah I wast right ;) Hehe he was cute :B Harini dye pakai sweater warne baige and t-shirt warne biru kot. HAHA.


FINGER CROSS HE WON'T EVER EVER EVER OPEN MY BLOG AND READ THIS WHICH I KNOW WILL NEVER HAPPEN :)

Thursday, 16 September 2010

One of my happiest day,

It's 11.25 pm and I seriously don't feel like sleeping because tomorrow is Friday and Friday is when school finishes early. So yeah :D

Btw, today was another awesome day for me. It definitely made to my top ten list of the happiest day of my life. Kenape?

Satu sebab dekat skolh tadi I saw NE and I walk behind him. hihi :")
Kedua because I got to chat for a couple minutes with my sayang <3

Aww isn't that just a happy day? haha not really. Yesterday was more awesome. Obviously because I saw NE jgk yesterday. So here's the story. After afternoon registration which is our time to go back, me and mayran walked through B block. And otw to the stairs, when I open the door to the stairs, exactly the time I open it I directly saw NE's face. I was smiling to my ears! I looked at him and so did he :") Then I looked straight at Mayran with my face turning red. I was blushing so much. Mayran said my face literally went red. Awwwwww it was the happiest moment of my life. I couldn't stop smiling sampai malam tu. Even before to sleep, I was smiling.

HAHAHAHA. I can be very weird sometimes. But seriously.... Ah nvm. Taknak cakap :)

Oh oh and yesterday, I got the sweetest awesomest (as always) text from my sayang. I woke up and looked at my phone and saw a text. I directly saw his name and open it. Mata mase tu sepet tapi nak jgk bukak. Bace bace, I was blushing sgt sgt with my mata sepet. Hahaha. Aww that officially made my day terus. hee :")

Kay need to offline now. Nak pukul 12 dah :O I know I know, awal lagi. Saya budak kecik lagi kay? :D

Byebye love ya <3
I CRY AT EVERY SAD SONG I HEAR EVEN THOUGH IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME,
and i'm crying now :(




HAHA, pathetic.

Wednesday, 15 September 2010

Sunday, 12 September 2010


HAHA I find this genius. HAHAHA XD

It's about immigrants..


and how am I suppose to know? I wasn't born yet in 1950s !

I can't seem to do my english homework. Damn it. I've search all over the internet for the information that I need but I still can't find it and it's due tomorrow. This is the reason why I cry sometimes. HAHAHA I know, it's stupid. No one cries because of homework. Only kids. Well I've always been like this. It's just me :)
I'm Fucked Up And Confused.
I need someone to share.

I disloike this! haha.

I just had this short conversation my moi mommy and it goes like this :

Bold= Me
Normal = My mom

Ibu, best ke tadi? ada makan makan?
Ade. lemang ade. rendang ade. sume ada.
Hah sedapnyee -.-'
Tu lah sape srh tak ikut.
Nak ikut tp malas nak pakai baju kurung.
Tadi ramai budak budak tak?
Ramai. Students pon ada.

STUDENTS? ibu yeke? ramai ke students? *I damn regret tak ikut*
A'ah. Ramai je tapi yg dah kahwin lah. drng bwk anak anak drng.
HAH -__________- okay.

Terus tak menyesal.haha hish ibu ni kan. Buat org excited mcm gle dgr perkataan students. pfft hahaha i'm not addicted okay xD

I'm trying my best not to fall out of love .

You can laugh all you want. I'm just trying to be a great friend.

A,

He's losing the most precious thing that has ever happen to him and that's his loss. He got nothing on you now babe. So please please, I'm begging you to move on. There's more to come and when that time has come, I promise you something better will appear. For so long, he close his one eye and never realise the things you have sacrifice for him. That is just wrong and it clearly tells you he's not worth your time. Stop all the sadness and pain that you have inside. Let it go. Ade hikmah sume ni babe. These things happen because of a reason.It's not for you to become weaker and fucked up. It's making you stronger. You've been through this and in the future, you will learn these mistakes so you won't do it again. Allah has a greater plan for you babe :)


I may not have the greatest word for you and I may not be there when you need me the most but I will always try to make you happy so you can move on (Y) Hahaha I wish you all the best <3

Saturday, 11 September 2010

Thursday, 9 September 2010

Dammit. We don't like it.

Alieee it's true girls? Dammit. Boys are all the same.

Disebabkan saya malas nak layan benda benda mcm ni lagi, I just leave it as the way it is right now. Malas nak tegur tegur. I don't care anymore. How cool is that? XD Plus small things let just let it be small. When you make it big and it then turns into a fight. It's not worth it. You'll get hurt anyways. So just leave as the way it is :) Haha.

Anywys, yeay tomorrow is Eid Mubarak Day. So I'm here to wish all muslims,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI :)
Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

For friends, sorry for all the mistakes I've done to you selama ni. Those that are on purpose and are not, I ask for forgiveness. I'm just a human who also makes mistakes. Just like you. and to all the pmr candidates, I wish you the best of luck. Believe in yourself and don't forget to ask for Allah's help. Insya'allah Allah will help you :)

Wednesday, 8 September 2010

Truly am,

AM I THE REASON SHE'S CRYING? AM I THE REASON SHE'S MAD? AM I THE REASON SHE'S UPSET? AM I THE REASON SHE'S JEALOUS?




DAMN. PLEASE SAY NO :(
I don't want any hateness going on. I'm sorry if I'm the reason for those above.

I just finished revising for Science. Now it's my bedtime but for now, I'm the feeling the mood of blogging :D So let's blog!



NO!



I have school. So I can't. I'm only allowed to blog on weekends. My new principal......starting tomorrow :B hee. So let me tell ya how did my day go. It was fun. The end. Hahahah. Before I make my post even boring-er I better sleep. Nitey nite bloggers ;)

Tuesday, 7 September 2010



England supporters

http://www.guardian.co.uk/football/2010/aug/28/frank-lampard-england-groin-operation



DAMN IT!
Now I know why my sweethearts, Lampard and Terry are not playing. Lampard is injured. Poor my baby :'( Terry pulak entah kenape :((((((



I JUST KNEW.

we rule,



School was hell of fun today! Me love it because me was happy and me laugh all day long. Thanks to my girlf. They are aweeeesomeeeeee! :B Hahaha.

Oh yeah btw, me and rose made a new group. We're call 'The Anonymous' The sweet anonymous, cool anonymous, weird anonymous and crazy anonymous. Of course i'm the cool one. HOW COOL IS THAT? hahaha :P *there's a story behind it*























DAMN. I LOVE TODAY :)

Monday, 6 September 2010

BENG!























YOUR DEAD :O





















GOODBYE :)







Hahahaha, i'm bored :B

Education,


I dream to get A's in all of my exams. I dream to be an athlete in school. I dream to get involve in everything in school. I dream of being a head girl in school. I dream to be the teacher's most favourite student. I dream to get awesome grades in my GCSE. I dream to go straight to college when I go back to Malaysia. I dream of getting into my favourite University. I dream of having the awesome-est friends in college. I dream to get 3 pointer and above in college. Everytime I do exams. I dream of being independent and hard worker when I'm in college. I dream of learning new things that I never knew exist. I dream of following both of my sister's step. I dream to graduate successfully just like my first sister. I dream of getting jobs that I've wanted all my life. I dream of having the fun-est and the awesome-est job in the world. I dream of having the best partner at work. I dream of having my own money. I dream of owning my dream car. I dream of having a banglo house which has a swimming pool and a basketball court.

and much more....



Hahahahahaahah I'm a dreamer :P But not only on education, obviously. I will never get to finish writing all my dreams. It can take months! lol jk :P

Work Harder,


Hello!

Hm okay first day back in school. It was great! I'm lovin school already. Like so muchhhhhhh! Haha yea right. IN MY DREAMS! hihi. But truthly, today was fun. I'm excited that i'm in Year 11 already and i'm the senior. Like hell yeah the oldest one is school. Haha. But I know, from now i'm gonna be struggling into exams and everything. I need to work harder! Yes yes zety, that's what i'm talking about.

Full of confident and spirit! Hahahaha wth? :P

Btw, I got my results :o I did kinda bad. Damn. But i'm kinda proud for what I got in Science even though it maybe not the same level as you guys but I know I could better if I study harder.

And hell yeah, i'm gonna study harder from now on. hihihihi :)

WISH ME BEST OF LUCK FOR THIS YEAR, DUDEH AND BEBEH <3

Sunday, 5 September 2010

I SUCK














Damn :(

Chimney room


My new upcoming room. It's in the chimney. How coooooooliooooo is that ! Haha. Yeah I'm moving houses and this new house is nearer to my school. Hell yeah i'm going to school 10 minutes before school bell XD

Saturday, 4 September 2010


"Your like a dictionary, you add meaning to my life"


-Some stranger in Google.



DAYM. where can I get one? :o