Monday, 30 August 2010

I'm the best thing he ever had

I open my old blog and started to go through it and I found this :

A: well
A: sbnarnye
A: saya bertuah
A: sgt sgt
A: sebab
A: u terima i balik
A: hah
A: if u ta terima i
A: entah la
A: i pon ta tawu na ckap ape
A: sumtimes i fkir
A: boleh ke
A: i idup
A: if ta fikirkan pasal u syg
A: haha
A: hurm
A: camtu lah
A: so
A: if u ask me
A: what is the bestest thing happend to me
A: so it is u
A: the bestest
A: haha

Okay that is freaking sweet :')
Idk if you still mean it because it's old but wtv it is,
I love you <3

Ai ell waii


I miss texting with you. Every min of my life now is boring. Well sort of. Pretty much. I need you badly. I still can't get over the fact that I didn't got the chance to hear your voice for the very last time the morning before my flight.

As much as I miss your text, I miss you more :S

Need to lose weight

Today I manage to lose 200 calories in 30 minutes.

Back to my exercise world.
Nak kurus punye sebab :D

Sunday, 29 August 2010

Even Einstein can't count it.

When I miss you, I open your old blog. It makes me smile everytime I open it even though I have read it for a million times now.

Now it becomes a countless smile.
No calculator can count it.
I love you

I seriously need you, A.

I need a shoulder to cry on. I don't know why but suddenly, tears starts falling to my cheeks. It's not because of someone. It's because of my life.

I'm scared of my future.
I'm scared of going back to school.
I'm scared of failing in everything.
I'm scared of... many things that I can't describe.

I just need someone.I'm not happy. I am seriously not happy here. People say 'oh how lucky i am to be here', 'London best lah wehh' and blablabla, yes I'm not gonna deny it. It is fun. I am lucky but no one will ever know what's inside me. No one knows how I feel. I'm feel unhappy.

You may say I'm being ungrateful,
but you never know what I feel,
so don't judge me.

Thursday, 26 August 2010

My Return (part 2)


Okay. I'm hell bored. I got nothing to do, so I decided to blog. Yeah probably continuing the 'My Return' story. Before that, Gooooood Morning! Wake up with a smile on your face because baby, it's gonna be a sun shiny day. Haha -.-

So okay, on my second saturday, I had two things to do. Going on an ofc date with my dude and attend the smksi's 1Dekad Charity Dinner.

Around 12, A picked me up at my house. We went with his car which I found cool to believe because I get to sit next to him! :B He was undeniably cute. Well obviously for me not for you. That would be gross -.- so after he picked me up, we went to Fiqa's house. Obviously i'm bringing a friend! It's the first date, second dah takde de aku nak bwk sesape. hahah. So then in the car, A asked me if we're going to Mid or Alamanda. Ofc in my head I wanted to go to Mid but there was a reason I couldn't and i'm not gonna tell you why. Let bygones be bygones. Correct? AWESOMELY CORRECT. So we just went to Alamanda. As we arrived, the parking space was kinda full. Sabtu right? Ofc it's full but luckily our luck was okay, so we didn't went until rooftop. Thank God. Haha.

Okay, i'm just gonna tell you what we did. Others are only for me to remember hehe. So sampai sampai je, we went to the cinema to buy the tickets. We were actually going to see Salt but then it's showing at 5 which was late. So we just watched The Sorcerer's Apprentices. We just bought two tickets since Fiqa with a kind heart left me because her abang angkat wanted to take her somewhere else -.- hm let bygones be bygones (: A payed for the tickets. Aww! hehe. Afterwards, we went to McD for lunch. Me and Fiqa didn't really wanted to eat because we were full i guess? So we just bought fries and Milo ice XD A on the other hand bought GCB. Goshh that reminds me that I haven't taste it until now! I need too. I'm not allowed to eat them in London. Tak Halal kan -.-

Then makan makan, Fiqa's abang angkat said he's already there. Okay, dlm hati ni geram sebenarnye haha but what to do. Then saw her abang pass away McDonald.Few minutes after, he came back and took Fiqa away from me. Okay, ayat sedih en? memang sedih pon! haha. then dah Fiqa pegi, it was just me and A. Awww :') then we stayed at McD until 2.30 something and afterwards went to pray. Haha baik kan kiteorg? :P Then around 2.50 went to the cinema. Then excitements builts up as we were making our way :D ececeh ayat best en? haha.

The movie finished around.. erm 5 something? Then we went back home but before that, we went Pekan Kajang. A wanted to buy his bus ticket, so yeahh.. then around 6 we arrived infront of my house.we said our byes and smiled. heeeee until ke mlm ku bersenyum senyum seorang diri mengingat kan haritu. bahagia glee. hehe :')

thanks awak for the memorable day. I love you

Charity Dinner will be continued...

You light up my life

Your name makes me smile,
your voice makes me melt,
your sweet talks makes me blush,
your touch makes me feel safe,
your night calls makes me excited,

but nothing beats your 'i love you'. It's the best <3

Dearest friend,

Before I go back, I seriously need to meet Aisyah. Since I came back, I haven't really spend my time with her which is a dissapointment :(

I miss how close we were and the fun things we did. Still remembered about last year when I came to your house and made a cupcake. together. Damn it was fun. We played with the flour the butter and throw it to each other's face. Hahahaha okay that was fun XD I still have your picture with your face full of those things. Haha.

Tak kesah la rapat ke tak,
but you'll always be my bestfriend.

When's my phone gonna ring?

Currently at my aunty's house. Gosh i'm bored -_____-
Got a laptop, got a broadband but still it's boring.


The moment between asleep and awake..

Last night I dream of you.
Damn, it was the best :')

I won't tell, I'm just gonna repeat what happened in my mind,
cause it was my dream and only for me to remember it.

Why not u text me?

I don't hate but I dislike people who always says why am I not texting them.
while in the other hand, they can text me.

Am I right? Yes I am.
I'm not mad or anything opposite happy, I'm just thinking right. Okay pfftt, bullshit. Haha. It's just that people who know me well, know that i'm a forgetful person. Always been -.- So I DO forget to text some people when they don't text me. So sincerely, i'm sorry if I forgot to text you and if I keep forgetting to text u, text me :)

Wednesday, 25 August 2010

They rock my universe,


Oh how I wish we still knew each other. . .

I miss the guy who gave me this song. He was pretty much my everything and hope.

The sweet and sour, the laughter and the crying that we shared will always stay with me.
I will never forget you, ASS.

Tuesday, 24 August 2010

My Return (part 1)

I'm crying myself out of tears.. I can't bare to think the day i'm going to KLIA and to actually make my way to the other side of my world. I can't imagine life without all my half hearts. Not even near. I know i've been going through this for 2 years but this return was the happiest return and days of my life. At the same time, it's the most painful one. Too many things happen while i was here...

I still remember the first day me meeting my love ones. I came to the carnival.Fiqa came to the front gate and i was shouting "fiqaaa!".we hugged and tell each other how we miss both so much. It put a smile on my face. She then brought me to my other friends. Amal, aisyah, yasmin, najwa and everyone was there. It was the most exciting day ever. I hugged everyone. But najwa didn't really talk to me because i didn't tell her i was coming back. I knew it was my fault. Everyone was kinda suprise about my return.Haha sorry korang! We then went to gerai kak nyna, kak rab, kak hanis and kak farah. I was shouting my heart out on the way there. Mesti lah kan. It was my first time seeing them live! lol. As we arrived, they scream happily, "zetyyyy!". nyna hugged me excitedly. I was like ohmygoddd (!) Sumpah i was happy. Almost everyone looked at us. Hihi. Buat free show sekejap. Then tangkap2 gmba pastu fiqa brought me to Nisa's shop. Bile dah jumpe to, Nisa mcm 'wehhh zetyyy!' she hugged me and yeah she told me how much she misses me. eceh :P Fairuz was also there. She took a picture of me and Nisa and then Nisa ask me to come with her. Jeng jeng jeng, mse ni lah first time nk pegi tgk buah hati dye, H :D

Bile dah sampai, I saw him. He was doing his work, selling things. Nisa told him I was zety and he smiled. Fiqa was next to me and I told her how sweet their face were together. Dorang mmg secocok gle kot. hee :) Me, Nisa and Fiqa talked for a while but not long after that, Nisa had to go because she had some work to do. So me and fiqa just went back to gerai rojak si kakak kakak kite. Haha. Took some pictures of them working, eceh kononnye nak tunjuk rajin la kan :P Fiqa helped them n then i saw aisyah and awa. They were making their way to buy an ice cream, so i followed. Haha but i didn't bought any ice cream. Kekenyangan mse tu. Hehe. Then lepak dgn DAMS. I just followed them since i don't where to go. Yas wanted to buy a balloon, haha so yeah we went to the place. Then otw pegi situ, I accidently terserempak dgn Wan Najmudin. He wanted to meet me badly but i just walked even fast XD He didn't saw me, so yeah alhamdulillah. Haha. Then bile dah beli balloon si yas, kiteorg pegi this one shop that sells some kind of bracelet. I call it African bracelet because they look like they came from there. Haha pfft. memandai je kau nih. We then bought ourselves a bracelet which now, I don't know where i put it :O Teruk gle en? Pfftt, mmg tak layak dpt bracelet betul but luckily it was my money. So yeah :P

We then went depan blik disiplin. Rest there for awhile n then went and sat infront of the stage. There was like a performance/ competition. Not long after that, Dot's boyf came :D They took pictures. Aww they were cute. Jeles i tau. Hahaha. Then we took pictures and just sat there. Then amir texted me saying where am i. Hehe i was yeay he's here. I said i was infront left of the stage but he didn't find me but i did saw him. RAWR. mata tajam XD My heart skipped a beat, he was gorgeous. lmao. N then i asked Amal to come with me to see him because i was scared -.-' But before that, we went and bought Air Sirap yg tak seberapa tu. It was tasteless. Pfftt i would rather buy it for only 10 cent. Tak sedap gle kot. Membazir membazir. Haih.

Hee then the excitement starts, I finally met amir. Ohmygodd, i was damn happy! More than face could tell. Haha. I was smiling every sec but he didn't -.-' pfft but idc. I was too happy to be mad. Haha. He drank my drink. Awww i was melting. Hahaha. We talked but only for a few mins because i had to get myself going. My sister was already waiting for me outside to pick me up cause my family was going back to my village -.- which i was so pissed off. My main reason to come back to Malaysia so early was because of this Carnival and my mom knew that but still, she had to choose to go back to Seremban on that time -.- pfftt takpe, benda dah lepas :)

Time tgh ckp ckp dgn amir, amal was being the photographer. She took pictures of me and him. hehe :') Then amir walked me to the canteen to see my sister.She was waiting. He said bye and then he left. I know, bye wasn't enough but oh well, i was happy. HIHI :")

To be continued...


"You complete my world. I only live in half a world when I am away from you."

3 more days and i'm leaving...
We'll be far away and all i will think of is you being near me..
but all that matters is you being in my heart 24/7 (:


"You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you, Peter Pan. That's where I'll bewaiting."


Monday, 23 August 2010

Ieeee comel kan budak ni? :D


Like my t-shirt says "Having a blast of a time" (:

I did had fun with Amal and Dot. We played bowling and the result was me being first, amal came second and dot came third. Ehem ehem, i know you area kind person, so why not give me a clap. See! much better. I heard a clap. Thank youuu for once! Hahaha okay, dah mula dah merepek :P

So during the game, izzat came and me and dot were kinda shy. Hahha lmao. Tak sangke depan dye pon bole shy. alahai XD Amal gave him the t-shirt and i don't know whether he likes it or not. You better like it! Hahaha kay jk.

Afterwards, we went inside 'Nichii' and went outside. Didn't bought anything but did took some pictures outside. Made a video. Amal and Dot, ya allah. Hanye tuhan yg tau. Hahah XD Overall, it was fun (:

Thanks to Pakcik Amal for sending and picking us up today. Let me give u a kiss as a return. Muah muah! I know you like it, pakcik. Don't deny it! lol physco :P

Your like in my mind 24/7!

A blog helps you burn your emotions.

Got to many things on my mind sampai tak bole tido smpi skrg -.-'
I need to blog. So yeah :D

Btw, welcome. Advanced warning, my blog will be boring (: