I'm scared of my future.
I'm scared of going back to school.
I'm scared of failing in everything.
I'm scared of... many things that I can't describe.
I just need someone.I'm not happy. I am seriously not happy here. People say 'oh how lucky i am to be here', 'London best lah wehh' and blablabla, yes I'm not gonna deny it. It is fun. I am lucky but no one will ever know what's inside me. No one knows how I feel. I'm feel unhappy.
You may say I'm being ungrateful,
but you never know what I feel,
so don't judge me.