I seriously need you, A.

I need a shoulder to cry on. I don't know why but suddenly, tears starts falling to my cheeks. It's not because of someone. It's because of my life.

I'm scared of my future.

I'm scared of going back to school.

I'm scared of failing in everything.

I'm scared of... many things that I can't describe.

I just need someone.I'm not happy. I am seriously not happy here. People say 'oh how lucky i am to be here', 'London best lah wehh' and blablabla, yes I'm not gonna deny it. It is fun. I am lucky but no one will ever know what's inside me. No one knows how I feel. I'm feel unhappy.

You may say I'm being ungrateful,

but you never know what I feel,

so don't judge me.

:S